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Friday, March 06, 2009
Thursday, March 05, 2009
Carpe Diem
I am torn. I cannot fully discuss the reason for the current state I am in. I can only say this. I want to be happy. Choose to be happy. And I hope in time I would be able to forgive him without a trace of animosity left in me.
The last couple of days went by in a blur. I guess I was too caught up in the moment to even notice what was happening around me. Things at work started to go crazy. Well, the hours at least. And people? Well, let's just say I feel like I've been thrust into an alternate universe where I play another me. A darker, mopier me. The only silver lining I see is the presence of newly formed alliances (friendship, if you will) which were unexpected and caught me by surprise.
I still am not sure how and what to feel. It caught me off-guard and the moment I had learned of that, I was flabbergasted. It felt kind of nice and reassuring but it didn't help ease the whirlwind of emotions I was currently having. And up to this day, I still deliberate on what to do and how to proceed. The awkwardness and confusion drowning me in waves as soon as the presence is felt. It sounds like gibberish but right now, I just want to live for the moment and see where it takes me.
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